Can someone explain this to me - I know we keep reading and hearing Julian say that once everything comes out, everyone will understand. And that everything he did, he did to keep his family safe...Is this suppose to explain why he had visions of killing Alexis, why he refused to confess to murder and why he held a knife to Alexis' throat? Or are we just suppose to forget all that ever happened. I love Alexis and Julian together, but I just don't see the writers being able to explain all of that away. I want them together, but I need buy in....I think the writers realized they made a big mistake with that storyline and just want us to forget....anyone with some insight please share!